Pressing matters...

hey guys....

it has been a long time since i've updated this but then there were rather pressing matter that I was caught up in. Nothing very important really, but just small stuff like my term end exams and the completion of my prost-gratiation and other small and unimportant stuff like that..

Anyways. I am back now and am really wondering if anyone ever even reads any of the stuff that i say, or put up on my blog. I know that ppl I've asked / told to visit my blog, rarely (i'm being too generous, the right word is NEVER) even bother to visit. So i guess it is a sad lonely place, just like it sez in the description... it is indeed the place u come to when ever one else has thrown u out, but as the adage goes, a friend in need is a friend indeed...

Adios amigos...

This and the now...

Hi.. Today is a day of mixed feelings. It was a day first of apprehension. Then one of relief.. Then it was a time of sorrow and of time to reflect on the things have have happened; on the life you've lived and of the 'friends' u think you've made... Then it was a time of deep pain and agony to learn that people who were important to you did not really care as much as you thought they did. It was time of realization. Of knowing that it is not always that ppl who u think are important think the same way about you. Times change, people change, priorities change, relationships change..... It hurts.

But sorrow and pain are a part of life. Maybe they are what is life... Is it not that sorrow and pain are the truth, the reality? After all beauty, joy and happiness are but things that come and go in fleeting seconds.. But sorrow and pain... That hole in your heart is something that will remain for a long, long time. The pain u might not notice for a few hours when you are happy (just like u don't notice the hurt when you are on pain killers...) But it is there.. It is the reality below all the smiles and laughters and joy and happiness......

Sigh........ Sometimes I wish I was not. But I wish, and therefore I am. But what am I? What is my reason for being? But asking mean believing and believing means that it is.........................

Jaideep....

an achievement!

Hey guys!

Today I've learn't new stuff. From now on till the end of eternity, you can post your comments to my stuff on the net. Yes. Not only can the world know what you think of me, but it can also be expressed with some emoticons! it is not much, but it is there.

Moreover you can also mail me directly now!

Hope u like what i've done!

ciao

Welcome to my blog all ye people. Talk to me, ask of me questions that you never thought would be asked from your mind. Think and this mind here shall reply. If it is a friend that you seek, the right place you have come to. If it is a desire to calm yourself or to learn more, it is the right person who have reached.....