sunday musings...

In pursuit of my new found determination to make sure that i keep this blog updated, Here I am...

In the morn of a lazy sunday, mug of coffe in hand i bang away at my key board. "Whatever for?", i hear myself ask. Is there anyone who actually will ever even read this?

Anyways.. I ahve got around to telling a few ppl that this place exists and i have been getting pretty interesting feedback on the blog. A friend of mine was really curious abt what had happ on the 12th of march? To be very honest, i'd forgotten. When i read read my posting of that 12 of march 2004, it hit me that the post was intense indeed. But what happpened on that day to make me post that post, I have no clue! :)

Then there was another person who came back and told me that the posts seems to be forced! That got me thinking. How can posts be "forced"? I mean it is not like ppl put a gun to a man's head and say "write". I look back at my own blog and think, i have been irregular. Why? Is this important to me at all?

I sit and i ponder, seeing the clouds in the coffee... There seems to be a larger issue here........ I used to write. Infact I was working on two books of my own. And then something happened. Somwehere down the line I stopped. I kept fooling ppl into believeing that i still wrote, and tht my works were still works in progress. But c'mon! Gimme a break! No one can have work in progress for nearly half a decade! That is just so unbelieveable!

To me writing is important. It is an important outlet for all that i think, feel, experience. I want to get back to writing and more. I want to restart a life and here i am.... This to me is important. It matters not who reads this, or wht they think. What matters is that I write!

However, you sending in ur comments / mails will really help motivate me. ;) Use the link to your right and send me a mail. Also any comments / tips on how i could improve this blog are most welcome!

adios,
jaideep

misc musings...

hi...

this is once again a post after ages. Life just seems to go on and on an on for ever, wihtout ever taking a break.. what i've also realised (as of last weekend) is that YOU have to take a break. And not expect life to take a break - pretty obvious, but when it hits you, it hits you.

Its like having the knowledge and then having an insight, two completely differnet things...

why is life like this? infact wht is life itself?.................... more this soon... think abt it...

jaideep

Fairy tails...

One day, many, many years ago a young person chanced to log into his blogger account after many days of wandering in the wilderness of the big bad internet!

There he saw an invitation, a proclamation of a grand party that was being hosted by the biggest king in honour of their recent IPO (which, I must add was a smashing success).

So this young peasant decided to walk in and see what the fuss was all about. He submitted his application and voila! A few hours later he was told that his application had been accepted! He was overjoyed. He rejoiced and celebrated at having got the opportinity to participate in Google's AdSense Programme.

Now the poor shepard waits for his efforts to bear fruit! As he waits, he requests you to please click on the ads so that he can start earning a few pennies a day...

Till tehre is more happening in my life,
adios!

PS> Tomorrow is my birthday. So if u wanna drop me a line, click on the link to your left and a mail will come to me....

girl with a movie camera

Hey Dudes!

Just saw this site.... and expereinced a mixture of emotions! Joy at seeing a person doing a wonderful job with the space they have, and depression at not knowing how i could get my place too to look at good as that! sigh...

I guess I'll just have to wait and learn... You can check out the blog at the address below......

girl with a movie camera

oops! I forgot to update this blog!

hi!

It has been ages since I last posted anything at all... I have decide to be more frequent from now on. I promise!

The past some times have been full of ups and downs... I have been living a good life in the conventional sense. But then there are always things to do, people to please, and of course our dear ol' Murphy (of Murphy's law fame) to handle! Sigh.... tht sure is a long list, ain't it?

I have decided to have a nice humourous lean to this blog... So my next task is to try and create sections here that will help me categorize the humour like Work, Mature, Dumb Boss and so on... Can anyone tell me how I can add additional pages to my blog? Is the only alternative another blog? My god! please let it not be so....

oops! The boss is here... Do mail in ur comments, ideas and suggestions so that I can update myself and the blos more frequently...

adios amigos!

Pressing matters...

hey guys....

it has been a long time since i've updated this but then there were rather pressing matter that I was caught up in. Nothing very important really, but just small stuff like my term end exams and the completion of my prost-gratiation and other small and unimportant stuff like that..

Anyways. I am back now and am really wondering if anyone ever even reads any of the stuff that i say, or put up on my blog. I know that ppl I've asked / told to visit my blog, rarely (i'm being too generous, the right word is NEVER) even bother to visit. So i guess it is a sad lonely place, just like it sez in the description... it is indeed the place u come to when ever one else has thrown u out, but as the adage goes, a friend in need is a friend indeed...

Adios amigos...

This and the now...

Hi.. Today is a day of mixed feelings. It was a day first of apprehension. Then one of relief.. Then it was a time of sorrow and of time to reflect on the things have have happened; on the life you've lived and of the 'friends' u think you've made... Then it was a time of deep pain and agony to learn that people who were important to you did not really care as much as you thought they did. It was time of realization. Of knowing that it is not always that ppl who u think are important think the same way about you. Times change, people change, priorities change, relationships change..... It hurts.

But sorrow and pain are a part of life. Maybe they are what is life... Is it not that sorrow and pain are the truth, the reality? After all beauty, joy and happiness are but things that come and go in fleeting seconds.. But sorrow and pain... That hole in your heart is something that will remain for a long, long time. The pain u might not notice for a few hours when you are happy (just like u don't notice the hurt when you are on pain killers...) But it is there.. It is the reality below all the smiles and laughters and joy and happiness......

Sigh........ Sometimes I wish I was not. But I wish, and therefore I am. But what am I? What is my reason for being? But asking mean believing and believing means that it is.........................

Jaideep....

an achievement!

Hey guys!

Today I've learn't new stuff. From now on till the end of eternity, you can post your comments to my stuff on the net. Yes. Not only can the world know what you think of me, but it can also be expressed with some emoticons! it is not much, but it is there.

Moreover you can also mail me directly now!

Hope u like what i've done!

ciao

Welcome to my blog all ye people. Talk to me, ask of me questions that you never thought would be asked from your mind. Think and this mind here shall reply. If it is a friend that you seek, the right place you have come to. If it is a desire to calm yourself or to learn more, it is the right person who have reached.....